Otaku-san

As the day passes on, I realized that I've gotten more and more dependent on the existence of a home PC. After experiencing the run in last weekend with the faulty PC, and a three day reinstallation from ground up, during those days, I have found myself lying on my back, on my bed, wondering what I can do in my spare time.

That's the most unimaginable thing about it. I had spare time.

I've discovered that without a working PC, I had nothing much to do at home. Normally on weekdays, my routine consists of waking up from bed, taking a shower, scrambling to catch the ride to the office. After a 9 hour job, I come home, turn the pc on, put on some music, and proceed to surf around until dinner comes. Afterwards, I head off and surf some more, talk to my bf over the net, turn off the monitor and hit the sack. On weekends, I just perpetually turn on the pc and still surf the net, reading fanfictions of my favorite tv shows, read some blogs, check the news to see what's going on in the world, and check out the weather. Its funny because I check the weather, yet I seem to be eternally staying indoors. Before it was a ploy to get myself to spend less, but now, it seems to have evolved into something else. To my horror this weekend, I realized that have become a zombie - an original definition of otaku before "otaku" became synonymous to anime addict.

Never would I have imagined that I would come to the point of realizing that I had absolutely no idea what to do on my spare time. Even the experience of having some spare time was a revelation. I haven't been this free since... since.... I can't even remember anymore.

This is going to be a MAJOR problem.

Hmm....